For one day I was courageous, while you acquired laziness contagiousness, was it all worth it?
For one day I fought with heart, while the rest of you talked and barked, was it all worth it?
For one day I tried and failed, while the rest of you would fry and bail, was it all worth it?
For one day I gave it my all, while the rest of you dwelled and stalled, was it all worth it?
For one day I gave you my world, while you hid your world and hurled, was it all worth it?
For one day I punched till I flopped, while you punched in your clock, was it all worth it?
For one day I sacrificed to succeed, while you grabbed a knife to bleed, was it all worth it?
For one day I walked though heaven and burned, while you walked  purgatory and yearned. was it all worth it?
For one day I Lost my soul during the battle, while you lost your soul from a bottle, was it all worth it?
For one day I missed more shots then I made, while you took no shots and stayed, was it all worth it?
For all these days I did not succeed, I could barley breathe, my heart was at leave,got burned and did not achieve…
For all of these days you sat on your ass, maybe got up for class, and watched me fail as you laughed…
For one day I was in glory, while you watched and told others my story.
For one day I was brave with my thoughts, while your thoughts were at save in the lost.
For one day I went through pain just to love, while you touched your pain with a glove.
For one day I felt like death to go after what I seek, while you saw what you seek as you hid with the crowd and peeked.

For one day I failed, did not achieve and died…

For one day I failed, did not retreat and survived…

For one day I failed, did not receive and cried…

For one day I failed, but I will still proceed alive…

For all days I failed there’s not one day I did not BELIEVE and TRY.

Was it all worth it? YOU BET YOUR FUCKING ASS IT WAS……

COMING SOON TO A THEATER NEAR YOU!

Heart is when you do thing for others

not for yourself…

Heart is when you deal with life when smothered

and play the cards that are dealt…

Heart is when you put emotions aside

and react with logic…

Heart is when you react when things arrive

and make them nostalgic…

Heart is when you take another shot

even if you missed the last fifty…

Heart is when you give everything you got

even when you feel shitty…

Heart is when the world puts you down

and grab the world by its neck…

Heart is when you grab the worlds crown

and earn your respect…

Heart is when you fail and proceed

even if they call you a has been…

Heart is when you follow your dreams

to fill your heart with passion…

Heart is when your throat gets tight

allowing bloody tears down your cheek…

Heart is when your stomach flames ignite

and chasing after what you seek…

Heart is when you fill yourself with love

and sharing it with your surroundings…

Heart is when you reach for more than above

even when you are drowning…

Heart is when love stays strong while things are pending

even with long time apart…

Heart is when you create a new ending

not to create a new start…

Heart is with in us all at all costs

we just have to recognize it…

Always push past your thoughts,

Heart knows when it’s time is……..

-Jay Isip

SUCCESS is from within,
not from without…

SUCCESS is the thought of win,
not the thought of doubt…

SUCCESS is blood sweat and tears,
not to flood in sweat of  fears…

SUCCESS is proceeding in your path,
not decreasing in your past…

SUCCESS is overcoming what you thought,
not becoming what was sought…

SUCCESS is pushing past your limit and making it rough,
not at the limit and settle for good enough…

SUCCESS is trying even when you fail,
not trying at all are excuses to bail…

SUCCESS is to become excellent at where you are great,
not to stay great and say excellence is too late…

SUCCESS is loving life with happiness,
not to live life in vapidness…

SUCCESS is giving everything your all
with failure to come once a while,

SUCCESS is not a goal, IT IS A LIFESTYLE!

Jay Isip…..

Your pupils dilated starring into a unrecognized reflection,
teeth are sharp eyes are red, this reflection is accepted.
Drooling with hunger foam dripping down your face,
wanting to bite down on the present emotional state.
Worms in the blood crawling through your veins,
slowly puncturing your skin enjoying this pain.
Fierceful anger and depression breaks your humanity,
insanity thoughts accomplished tearing your sanity.
You’ve became whats inside, evil thought have arrived,
surprising the world outside with your morals put aside.
Unleashing the violence putting good thoughts to silence,
reliance to willingly give the demon inside your compliance.
Your soul has vaporized into the heat of sinful fumes,
ruthlessness has bloomed with flaming two fists of doom,
furiously swinging the fire as the devil is engraving your tomb,
he assumes the death upon yourself, as savageness resumes.
Ferocious smiles wanting slide the razor along the blue lines,
two minds try to speak,this time only one mind is attached to your spine.
Before your soul is taken the voice demands souls of others,
prepared and sharpened your nails to puncture other jugulars.
Out for vengeance seeking blood that will not save you,
unknowingly walking backwards in the path God has gave you….

-Jay Isip

Unconscious Battle of the Conscience.

Awake amongst the sleep pursuing your dreams in reality,
vitality full form, flesh, and blood. Grip tighter on mentality,
moralities breathed in as the brain contemplates normality,
mortality exhaled as the brain executes previous fatalities.
A new man walking hoping the conscience don’t take over,
October had arrived and recognizes the beauty of being sober.
Inhaling fresh winds expanding the lungs filling with oxygen,
worries of repeating failure pass within wishing for a stop to this.
Looks into the sky absorbing shooting rays of beautiful sun,
looks inside the mind absorbing shooting strays of ruthless guns.
Stunned from thoughts believing you were way over this,
thoughts building attack mode as if a super nova hits.
So strong and so bold no way the Brain can strangle you,
evil thoughts leak down your face attempting to mangle you.
Over the sink splashing water on your face to clear the mess,
stare into the mirror seeing thoughts have leaked to your chest.
Burning your skin like acid trying to reverse the painful thoughts,
battle of your conscience with damaging hits to see who’s the boss.
Rowdy fight out of control slipping off the palms and hands,
Brain claimed his domain holding you hostage with demands.
“I want the walls to close in, as you sink inside quicksand,
blinking at rapid speed, room spinning faster than ceiling fans.”
Heart’s throbbing rapidly, passing out in your own sweat.
Back to reality awaking from the dream thinking it was death.
Awake another day as your conscience put you unconscious.
Mentality was bold and fatalities would end you promised.
Anxiety attacks will pursue no matter what is within you
fight never ends as long as the conscience battle continues.

-Jay Isip-

Say a Prayer For Me….

I have been given the gift of life therefore I shall live. I have been given the the gift of strength therefore I shall be strong.

My heart pumps blood through my veins allowing my brain to function, therefore I will function to the best of my ability.

Every single breath I breathe,every single blink of my eye,every single step I will take will be better than the last.

I am here to be the best person I can possibly be and will demolish any obstacle man has put in front of me.

Dare step in the way of my future accomplishments and you shall be punished by the power I produce.

I WILL, I TRUST, I BELIEVE THE LORD WILL GIVE ME THE PATH, AND I WILL, I TRUST, I BELIEVE IN MYSELF THAT I WILL OVERCOME THE PATH HE HAS GIVEN ME!

-Jay Isip-

-Jay Isip